This is something I've thought about over and over again in the past few months, and I'm hoping that an answer will develop itself soon. I do have a few ideas though.
My role in life involves many things.
1) Be me. Nobody can do it better.
2) Be useful. I want to contribute to the world in a positive way.
3) Be a lover. It's such a strong part of me. I ache when I don't have a direction to send my affection.
Again, I am a lover.
As much as I hate to admit it, I need to have someone in my life to care about besides my friends and family. I hate feeling so needy, but I have such a strong desire to have someone by my side that I can take care of.
And I can't keep pretending to have feelings that aren't there all the time.
So right now I'm focusing on being happy while being single. I need to grasp the sad reality of life and enjoy it to the fullest. This link helps me get through the day; it's like a tough coach that supports you but also pushes you to be your best.
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